First, this is not about Antasari and his wife. Maybe yes.

Antasari. Everyone in Indonesia who read, hear, watch the news, media, for sure know about this scandal. At first, I want to know what’s it all about, cause everyday I saw it in the news. But now hell with that. The last thing I know about this case is my lecturer became an expert witness in this case. Meh. Mafia and their associate.

I’m fed up with the game playing in politics. No one knows anymore, who’s right, who’s wrong, who’s telling the truth, everybody lies, says House, except to Google, people don’t lie to Google.

Now the wife. The Good Wife. It’s a TV show in CBS. New episode just aired yesterday. And I realized, the story somehow is similar to this case. Her husband is District Attorney, having an affair, troubled with his job, and jailed. But she remained loyal to her husband (just like Antasari’s wife), and it looks like her husband is being set-up. We don’t know what will happen next, it still half season.

This is also reminds me of 12 Angry Men (1957), story about a boy, who’s accused of killing his own father, he looks guilty in court, but in the end one juror can convince eleven other juror that the boy is not guilty.

Will you tell the truth, the whole truth, and nothing but the truth?

January, February, March, April, May, I’m alive.
June, July, August, September, October, I’m alive.
November, December, yeah all through the winter.
I’m alive.
I’m alive.

If I am lost for a day

Try to find me

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What is real?

Morning light?

Hope?

Dream?

Silence…

So if someone says I don’t care, is he/she actually doesn’t care or just a liar, you know, Everybody Lies?

Hmmm… Whatever. I don’t care! And I don’t like being told what to do!

Ritz-Carlton and J.W. Marriot blast. July 17, 2009, Jakarta, Indonesia.

But I say unto you, Love your enemies, bless them that curse you, do good to them that hate you, and pray for them which despitefully use you, and persecute you;

Matthew 5:44

[photos credit: Rani Budiarti]

Some things cost more than you realise

~ MTV EXIT: End Exploitation and Trafficking

Note: Here’s some video to show us children exploitation reality. With music from Radiohead, All I Need, it show us children in poor/developing countries (Indonesia in this video, at beginning you’ll hear ‘bangun.. bangun’ or ‘wake up’) ‘forced’ to make shoes, than later the shoes is worn by child in developed countries.

[night update] I just remember a tv series, The Philanthropist, it’s new, episode 4 will be aired tonight. In this series, a millionaire, Teddy Rist, who lost his child, go to Africa for business meeting. But then he’s helping people get a vaccine instead. Later on episode 2 it shows us worker exploitation in Myanmar, and women trafficking in Paris on episode 3. Good show. It’s kinda real, what happen in this show. We should realise it.

Have to study something you don’t like?
Keep falling in the same stupid hole.
I hate school. I hate people.

Leave me alone, don’t leave me behind.
How are you going to do that?
Time will never answer.

Hard to sleep, harder to wake up.
My dream just too beautiful to lose.
Isn’t this the right path?

Don’t know how, don’t know when, don’t know where, I still have to wake up!
Wake in the same stupid hole… again!
Go to hell, leave me alone! F**k that! I want to live.

It May Never End: The Saddest Story Ever Told

Healing the blind I promise to let the sun in
Sick of the dark ways we march to the drum and

Jump when they tell us that they wanna see jumping
F**k that I wanna see some fists pumping

Linkin Park – Hands Held High

Something.

(It May Never End: All That Remains Is Silence)

~ something.com

Lonely night, lonely moon, after dusk, before dawn
I’m scared to the bone, settle here to the ground

Sleepmakeswaves: Keep Your Splendid Silent Sun. One Day You Will Teach Me to Let Go of My Fears

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Just because you know how, doesn’t mean you have to

Sleepmakeswaves: This Is How We Remember

I’m bored, even with the sound right here on my side.

Sleepmakeswaves: Exits to Nowhere